what i need from you is understanding...

i'm ready to step out... do something new... i'm goin' to mardigras next week for valentine's.... that should be the business.... then after spring break will be here... idk what the hell i will be doing... but i'll be ready and down for whatever!!! oh shit, i forgot about the photo shoot on monday the 15.... EARLY IN THE DAMN MORNING! but i'm ready...
my life is really making some good moves... i'm ready for things to get jumpin... life is gonna be good soon! i feel it... SERIOUSLY I DO!
i'm effin' ready for it!!!

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all in all...

all that i can say... doo do doo do doo do doooooo!!!
all that i can say is... i apologize...
for one, to God... we have drifted Lord... I've been focusing all my attention, time and effort on everything BUT You! You deserve more than my life and I have not been giving you that... I appreciate everyday you give to me, I appreciate every breath I take... but I never make time to tell you that... I'm really venting right now bc i know things have been dry... I use to eat, sleep, and breathe You but now?.... it's not the same... I should have let the "situation" change anything between us and i'm sorry... no, i apologize... bc i am a child of God, and you did NOT create me to be sorry!
for two, to myself because i have NOT been taking time out for myself... as busy as my life is now, i take ZERO time for myself... i try so hard to but things have just been moving full throttle since December... The only things I do for myself are nails, eat, and shower.... NOW THAT'S A DAMN SHAME!!!!!

i vow to take start back reading, start focusing on my future, spend more time with the Man, spend time with my family, pray a little harder (for ppl other than myself, family, and friends) and just DO! Do all that I say I will do... put my mind to accomplishing my goals and be on the market... I'm feeling a little friendly (if you know what i mean)

get it!!!